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Posted:Nov 12, 2018 8:15 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 10:24 am
think Black woman who do not wear weave are nasty infact we are the fairy ladies of the civilised world ~ {yes} ~
we are ~

& most of us fancy men like Bear Grylls ~

if your not like Bear Grylls in any form of way ~ ok ~ Ray mears too }

you cant message me ~ you will never get a reply ~

none of us will date fuck kiss meet greet a man without those strength & qualities
Deep Down
Posted:Nov 12, 2018 3:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 10:24 am
i'm really upset
Posted:Nov 12, 2018 2:51 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 3:31 am
~us poor Ladies ~

so shameful
we get so up some mens arse

its unReal

my commonwealth smile

is an upside down ~frown
Posted:Nov 12, 2018 1:44 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 10:24 am
had enough ~

literally ~

there is noone who is genuinly
ok & kind
im sick of
people who im not interested in telling me dirty sex talk not every woman is a dirty wide opened legged whore you know

some off us are looking for a real man to be in our lives ~

if your looking to fuck some one ~ fuck off from my profile & find that whore you needs{may some man treat & fuck up your daughter too in the process~fair}

ok ~

im not dropping or changing my standards

if your stronger mentally than me ~

I have my own petals im not looking for no flower boi{man}
good grief
Posted:Nov 12, 2018 12:47 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 8:55 am
this time last year ~
I held on
this time
I felt I was grieving

"eYe am"
Posted:Nov 11, 2018 10:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2018 10:20 pm
in this world I can trust ~

all they do is take take take ~ all the bits & part of me which are kind 7 lovely
they {he}
doesnt add to my abundance just took everything ~

yes im alone ~
when I calculate the enormity of the isolation the price the emotional endurance of passion I bestowed upon {him}
its sadly not worth it~

its like ~
wow thank you ~

for all my care & graces ~

too beautiful to di*
too ugly hurt & emotionally damaged to continue ~

people laugh at me ~ they laugh at me good ~

& thats embarrassing

iit doenst

matter what song I play what pretty dress I wear what car I drive ~
what I eat

when it comes to be ~ my kindness is my blindness ~
and now I can see ~ it just

hurts so much so terrible inside ~ its unfair ~ its unfair to know or feel that everyone around you just takes from you to the extent ~ where they dont mind about hurting you ~

people ask why am I so alone ~

because people steel from me or use my kindness to get the Great attributes of life from me ~

it is sad real sad ~

its unfortunate ~

my kindness is my blindness
im only holding on to Vanity my face my body ~
they cant take that ~

my real nails ~
making sure ~
they are just the protype version of me ~ they will never be me or have a real heart like me ~

its just sad so sad ~ 40 years later & not one trusted friend ~

my faults ~
excuse me for skateboarding & loving it ~ {like } fucking hell there was aI time I thought wearing baggy trouser was the only priority in life ~ people going to hate me because I could skateboard ~ & have real nails ~ like really ~

excuse me for not having a fucked up life ~

the expense of knowing the people I used to know ~ hurts

what hurts even more

is the one person who I thought was trust worthy ~ thats so shameful
shameful I cant even celebrate

stupid me ~

stupid patriotic me ~

didnt realise

I was not good enough silly me ~ stupid me ~

I feel like

itits wrong to be a smart woman
like I stupid for trusting somewone and it really is hurtfull ~
especially now I know they dont really care too much

im so vulnerable its unReal I know im vulnerable in everyway ~

im so vulnerable ~ x I have to make the correct choice

its heart breaking terrible almost like an emotional blasphamy spiritual treason ~ except what im holding onto is burning my fingers heart soul & abundances ~
& thats sad ~ I thought the trust in lust was real ~

didnt realise I was wasting my beautiful self
that hurts
yes im dark ugly with nappy hair ~
doesnt give you {him} the right to take advantage of me in such a way
that killin& myself is not even an option ~ more like there must be another doorway out of this onesided bondage of trust ~

my life is so sad its unreal ~

there was not one person on earth I didnt trust
not one ~ its only when Things go missing now ~ I realise ~ they take take take ~& im like scrounging for air to Breath ~

its so sad
I dont think he is worth the starvation I go through ~
its just a shame
I feel so used ~

my vagina is a honey pot & all the wrong people took my honey using the biggest spoon possible ~ xxx
thats really sad ~
the sad thing is ~

they dont even like me anyway ~

shame ~


im 40 now ~ still a beautiful very vulnerable woman ~ tread carefully

I would have too ~
protect whats left of me ~ irony

I hope when your daughter feels like killin& herself over a man you understand
then about your actions ~

Karma is a bitch ~

& im a Witch ~ im always kind to everyone beacuse I know what its like to not experiance kindness

people do not realise

my life my journey
they dont realise the first person to be real kind to me without malice was Boris Johnson 2008 ~ I nearly fell but had to o be inner strong to speak up & his reply was unexpectedly amazing complimentary & Great as in {yes im not stupid feeling went through me ~ I held on to that feeling like its my only reference point of kindness like flicking through a Apple Mac ~ the kindness file ~ oohhh yes ~ when Boris was kind & listened ~


I dont have high standards I just have a standard

excuse me I dont need to wear weave to have my standard either ~ my hair grows naturally & so does my Real nails ~

thats why people hate me ~

I have real hair real nails & realness ~ I cant fake anything ~

its just sad for everyone ~ myself & my future

as for family well ~

huh ~
they cant beat you up until your 15 run away from home then expect you to be the light in family amour ~

im the ugly black lady girl ~
my beautiful home my creative Queendom my working Shrines to golden life & light ~

my PHD in creativity ~

people hate me that much because of my style ~ British remix Modern & loving it ~ sanctified & sacred ~ unique & fleek as one would say ~ xxx

im a failer ~ spent my whole life trying to di*
& now im 40 ~

I didnt know I was going to live this long ~ I have know I dea I was going to be ther lovely woman I am today ~ infact I didnt even know oneday I would be lovely ~

the kindness of internet stranger

you dont know me ~ but your kind ~

sometimes I wish I friends like you all in real life ~
propably would be in the Bahamas right now sipping rum from a Jelly coconut ~ thinking of London
who knows ~
some times
Posted:Nov 11, 2018 8:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2018 8:12 pm
wish the right person would

remember me as
much as "eYe"


the Irony
Posted:Nov 9, 2018 10:08 am
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2018 2:40 am
well 40 now ~ spent my whole life seriously knowing fucked up people ~ being the weird lady friend who always had the creative solution ~ or ~ naiveingly ~ unwittingly allowed them to drain~ 3 ounces of life from me ~ cant get my time back & hey unlike them I have never been to jail & never had children who I didnt mind raising ~{post parent now- Grunge Cool Milf now Michoone{ing} it } ~ I had no idea I was going to Grow up & be a sorted Lady {avoiding coffee as I wish to stay in my bubble} I even look good in my Thermals ~xx ~ as you do when in England} ~ So many people want me to join their battle & get upset when they realised my nails come first now ~ oh Hello excuse me ~ im not wearing baggy trouser anymore or skateboarding or going on holiday ~ I take care of my Hussle my way as you can see ~ there is no room for being a fucked up woman in my life ~ trying to dig deep & trying to find a picture of myself where it represents me making a bad decision about myself or life ~ {cant find one shame ~ thats explains the isolation ~ the sanity behind my vanity is real ~

just for the records of record ~

if I didnt ~ hold onto my brain ~ Lord Knows what type of woman I would be now ~

"I cant write the list ~ people would call me wicked"
excuse me for brushing my teeth
excuse me for having the children I could afford to keep
excuse me for learning to drive
excuse me for keeping my home
excuse me for keep my life simply elegant
excuse me for not going to jail with you
excuse me for loving my nail vanish ~
im fed up with being really cool & feeling punished for being real ~
you wouldnt like me you know ~
I may not want to have fucked up teeth kids in care driving offences on my record feel homeless look unself kept wearing fake nails like its real ~
I like Boris Johnson ~ he was kind to me not once many times ~ my emotional professional reference point as a Grown woman who had fun working in London ~ starts & ends with Him ~ not anyone who else in my ADULT life ~ I dont weave or hijab to get my shit done
~ there are some woman on Earth ~ I dont to know ~ I dont give a shit what your daddies name is or what Brazilian girl you had to buy hair from ~ a Proud London Born British woman today tomorrow & next week ~
dont tell me about slavery & Britain did this & that ~
Boris didnt make me feel like I needed a weave on my head to get anywhere in life ~& not going to change my mind about How much I love Britain I cant do it & end up like no teeth
no home no nail vanish no car no ambition I cant & to be honest

my nail vanish ~ Vanity ~ there is a life called ~ not my Problem & this looks sexy on me ~ xxxxxxxx ~ I have been beautiful all my life & now 40 ~ that is where I lay my concerns just being pretty Lovely Beautiful ~ ok with Men being men I like that ~
squawk it like eYe talk it
Posted:Nov 6, 2018 3:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2018 8:54 am

capture the beautiful mermaid hours ~ x ~ have your pond of beautiful ~ x~ share it in a horrid world ~ x ~ whilst playing in the muddy waters of Sinful bliss ~exploring & whoring ~ x ~ securely insecure ~ "eYe have to Cher" ~ share ~ I have yet to meet Mermaids qualified for my Level of Cher{ing} ~ id like to say cool with {k}not sharing ~ that comes at a Priceless ambition in a dimension few are emotionally qualified to feel ~ x~ winter season helps when your overly Radiant ~ x ~ Cool is the Rule when covered n Clay to play feeling like a Gargoyle pretending to be a Fountain ~ x ~ Mermaiden Games ~ re-Member the Craft of November ~x~ evolution cannot be Socially Media{rised} ~Squawk~
Posted:Nov 5, 2018 3:04 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2018 11:26 am

you men are scared to go near black woman yet ~ have the nerve to talk to us about the sex you dont have with your married self ~

who said i want to listen to how much you cant fuck the woman your married too


you sound incapable
English men
Posted:Nov 5, 2018 8:19 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2018 11:30 am

~xxxxxxxxxxxxxx~ your too sexy ~ xxx gosh

I love the Green Man ~ xxx

knights the Greatest men who walked the earth
~ x
Posted:Nov 4, 2018 2:41 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2018 2:44 am

sometimes ~ x Maidens of light only hear ~
Her Masters Voice
except fly a helicopter
Posted:Nov 3, 2018 11:39 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2018 10:24 am

I can get up & play Loud music ~ x

I can also be quite loud & sexy ~

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